Over seven years ago I went to an audiologist to have my
hearing evaluated. My husband had a friend with hearing loss that was
reversible. He said maybe I had that type of problem and if I didn’t wait too
long it could be corrected.
I went to the appointment, and like a good student, I
answered all the beeps correctly. At least I thought I did. When the doctor
shared her report, the graph had a big dip in the middle, typical of hereditary-related
hearing impairment. I didn’t have the type of loss that Dave’s friend had. Mine
couldn’t be “fixed.” The audiologist suggested I get fit for hearing aids.
Right then. I said maybe I would in five years, gathered my stuff, went out to
my car, and cried.
Fast forward seven years…
January 6, 2019 I decided this was going to be my “Best Year
Yet.” I wrote a letter dated one year later—as if I had already lived 2019. In
the letter I described what contributed to this being a year of growth, joy,
health, family, friends, and other things that I value. In the letter I wrote, “I
got hearing aids.”
Occasionally I read the letter to check how I’m tracking. Buy
a larger condo—check. Maintain weight loss—check. Host more dinner parties—check.
Get hearing aids—no check. And so in September I made another appointment with
a hearing doctor. This time I knew the results would show hearing impairment. I
knew hearing aids were the answer.
Fortunately I had a really nice technician who explained how
the hearing aids work. She understood the emotional part as well as the
technical aspects. When I left her office, hearing aids in place, I said, “Here
I go.” I felt like I was walking into a new experience.
One week later the hearing aids still feel like I have ear
buds stuffed in my ears, which for now feels uncomfortable. But, I’ve decided
to reframe my experience. As I write in Starbucks, nearly every person sitting
alone is wearing ear buds—probably listening to music or a podcast. I’m one of
them, except mine are hearing aids. Cool.
You might not need hearing aids, yet, but we’re all growing
older. We can focus on “growing” or we can focus on “older.” I choose
growing—which includes facing reality and doing what needs to be done to live
life fully engaged. And to do that, I need to hear well.
Copyright 2019. Patrice Jenkins. All Rights Reserved.
1 comment:
Happy to hear you're choosing to focus on 'growing' ... love that turn around.
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