A good way to discover what you need and want in retirement
is to be reminded of what you don’t want. Let me explain.
This week when my husband asked what I had planned for the
week I went through my daybook. After mentioning a couple meetings, conference
calls, and yoga class, I said, “Not enough.”
If “not enough” is your response, then it’s time to do
something about it. That’s the advice I’d give you, so it’s the advice I
gave myself as I entered a home decorating fabric studio and saw an
announcement for a part-time sales associate position posted on the door.
Hmmm, maybe this is a “god-thing.” Maybe I’m supposed to
apply. I love handling fabrics and transforming rooms. I know a lot about
fabric—my undergraduate degree is in textiles and clothing. Spending time in
this environment will nurture my creative spirit and address my need for more
social interaction.
I was scared to inquire about the position, but then asked
myself,
“What would I do if I wasn’t afraid?”
The answer, “I’d mention my
interest in the position to my sales associate.” So, I did. She went to the
back of the store and brought out the store manager.
I told the manager about my knowledge and experience with
fabrics and decorating. Then she told me about the hours and expectations of
the position.
- Three Saturdays each month.
- At least three days each week.
- Schedules created a month in advance, so no last minute decisions to get out of town for a few days.
When I got back to my car I was proud of myself for asking
about the job. I didn’t allow fear to hold me back. Yet, when I thought about
committing 3 out of 4 Saturdays to the design studio, my interest plunged.
Ideally, I could set my own hours—have a place to go when I’m available, not
according to a pre-determined schedule. The pay wouldn’t matter much if I had
this freedom.
Take away the
freedom, and the pay matters more—more than it pays.
So will I apply? No. If the decision was only mine to make
and I didn’t have to think of anyone else, then yes, I’d consider it. In this
situation, a Saturday could be just the same as any other day of the week. But,
I’m in a partnership with my husband. Having only one Saturday each month to be
free with him is not enough when we have other choices.
Does this mean I will never find a place for creative
expression and social interaction? No. But most likely it will not be in
retail. Perhaps a non-profit organization or my own consulting business is
where I need to look for and create opportunities.
I feel like I made progress today, even though I’m no closer
to having more on my schedule. By being reminded of what I don’t want—that I
won’t give up the freedom that retirement offers—I’ll look for opportunities
elsewhere. I’ll speak up, just as I did today. And eventually, what I want and
what I need will come together.
How about you?
What do you need in retirement?
Does your schedule have too many gaps or lack meaningful
activities or involvement?
Where can you start to address this need? What do you think
will add meaning and fun to your schedule? What will you look into, even if you
are afraid?
Take note of what you learn once you take action. Today I
learned that I place more value on my freedom than I realized. In moving
forward, I’ll look for opportunities that sustain my freedom, not suppress it.
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